Cannonballs and superstars

Fri's biz club bbq reminded me of sth..(though i cannot go).You know,it really feels good when your frens say stuff like "are you gg?" "you not gg i also dun wanna go alr" tt kinda thing.I mean,OK-i know it's really quite childish,but hello.. like makes you feel wanted,part of something,accepted.Oh well,and to some silly extent,you feel tt you have a bit of a power.Like:wow.my frens want me to be there tt kinda thing.In dhs,tt was always,always the case.We looked out for all our gd buddies in tt kinda sense.

Now,the scenario's kinda diff.A.m schs v diff from c schs.Here,it's "oh..you not gg ah? y? orh..cannot ah.then too bad lor,cos i can still have lots of fun.you're just missing out on tt."Which is,ahem,a bit sad huh? Ahh,but i know tt doesn't go for all the classes,duh.In my perception,you have to be a go-getter and more of an individual.And the case where even if some pple don't feel on or anything,they still have to:yea! tt's great! let's all go out tgt.You know,at least try to be part of sth.Sometimes,it can be a bit tiring.But,well,just go with the flow! Surprises can be pleasant.I'm pretty happy now tt it's the hols,(even though it's more of a study break),at least i know i won't have to face the next day thinking if it's gonna be an up day or a down one.

To sum it up,last time=i'm the catalyst in the rxn!now:pseudo reactant

Some stuff tt i've misseed saying for the last term,a bit late la..-Kbox with pig,ying,therie,wes was GREAT fun! Estatic and v high=)-even higher cos our sch soccer FINALS! Me and my posed the miss victoria 2005 pose.Heh.With those silly banner.Ying i want the pic! mail me if ya can!-Giant shopping after KBox-wes carry!-Free milo! yay!-touching sch song..sob.go go soccer guys!-nx day was grey day in college-m.c kinda made it up on fri..err and a whole lotta stuff

P.s.Plant called just now and we had this really long talk=) Hmmm.i feel a lot more free alr..can't wait till after As!!! Then i can totally HECK abt()! Grinz!!!