breathe again

Breathe Again

Yay! The last test's finally over! But really rit..think i'll get a single digit mark on the bloody paper.Nvm..try try try! Will really work hard during hols.Think Heen's pretty cool to reject outings and stuff,wish i have more discipline.But some cannot reject la..like meeting up with old frens and attachment.Yes! Think can go for the Nestle thingy,will be an eye-opener.Warn my frens first,i'll really ask a lotta qns one k..dun feel pai seh ah.If you don't ask anything, then the trip's a waste.I learnt a lot from the hospital attachment last yr by shooting lotsa qns.It's ok la, the staff v friendly and nice=) Had a pretty long talk with Ying at lec yesterday..about a lotta stuff. Cheer up ying,maybe can experiment with my weird ideas=) hope they work and don't backfire though! Was really surprised by some stuff she said! Hee~ Nvrtheless flattered..a bit. Better not think so much,yea.

And about life..have you ever wondered? what will life be like with you 10 yrs down the road.All of have tt kinda too cliche idea abt life becos tt's what everyone goes thru, tt's what everyone does,you're expected to carry them out too.But guys! Do you realise tt you have only like 70+ years in this world,do u want to spend it according to someone's expectations,anyone at all? Let's see..after jc,uni(most prob nus)..get attached, get job, get married,get harried with kids.Work,work,work,grow old then die. I mean,yes,i wanna do all that too.But.But.But.There's so much more to life.So much more out there,God gave us a whole world,not just S'pore, and i wanna go globe trotting..oh.yes,tt'll need money.so i'll prob need a job.But the POINT is.. take a look at pple around you.Pple rushing past you going about their daily lives,routine work.. pple in office wear strutting arnd..what's your job? they can ans tt.What do you do? they ans tt too. But do they know what they are truly doing? Do you want to live tt life --routine work for the next 40+ yrs of your life.Don't say you have no choice.You have tons of choices,it's whether you're brave enough to make your own decisions and not let modern pple and lifestyles take rein of what you want.Then again, i'm prob talking rot becos i don't even know whether i am brave enough to decide for myself what i want.I want to be brave,i need to be.I pray=)