slushing nonsense

Slushing nonsense

Went ACJC for the world bank seminar today.Find that the culture is kinda alien and foreign to me..didn't really feel at ease.It's so diff from my sch! I think(and it's just a personal opinion,really) tt among all the english-like jcs.. vj is the friendliest.I've heard scary stories from r and ac.And..the thing about lotsa hunks dominating the ac scene? it's a MYTH! Ok,either tt,or there weren't any who happened to be in sch today.haha=) Maybe it's cos i'm a bit biased against the sch b4 i even stepped in..or..i dunno!There was this guy in my workshop today and i just find him..ugh.The poser look and the richie-rich look.Puh-lease.Oh..the workshop was funny but kinda horrible at the same time.Just cannot..mix. Cannot really stand the pple there too..totally diff freq.Um..they're too far out i guess.But i know myself,under normal circumstances,i won't really mix with them cos not my type la.And the international sch students... brr..There was this irish girl..BRRR.Very..*rolls eyes.And there are quite some girls who just giggle and giggle when sOme guy says sth( which,apparently,isn't the very least funny).ok,sometimes it is funny.Think they're pretty mean pple too..sorry ah,I think I really do judge pple by first impressions.But actually when you don't get a gd vibe about someone,well,haha...ahh.I being mean again.But like how Plant puts it,it's only human nature.Can't help it if i bitch and moan huh?

Oh well,sometimes just feel kinda jaded abt things around me,ya know.The superficiality and everything.Hmm..i remem tt not long ago i went to the social entrepreneur talk with Fran.We got split up and at first i was like..argh!! But hey,it didn't take me long to warm up with students from other schools.I had a lotta fun.Really! The tk girls were saying i din act my age (i don't recall i ever did!) and yup,lotsa other nice pple.Laughed a lot,pretty amazing.Was kinda prouda myself tt day. And my ego got kinda deflated today.Maybe i can only mix with NICE pple.I think i get intimidated by really loud,vocal pple. I can't say i'm quiet,i don't think so and don't think my frens would agree with tt.My brain's thinking too much again.
And yes! my 16PF report.I'm 9 for warm! 8 for sensitive.duh.hmmm.Can't really remember.And my kinda jobs are like helping pple eg teaching,counselling etc and the arts sector.Ahh! i think the test was really accurate,for me tt is.And char and me got a lotta similar comments! Heh=)

And yup,i've really got big plans for myself.I pray tt God can give me courage,independence to carry them out!

Hmm..what else? oh! i'm on the 2nd last bk of Fearless! heh.err.

plus gg for tt opera concert on sunday! hope it's gonna be great(imagine my horror when i realised i was gg for OPERA.dots) hyh gg too!