See the rainbow!

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! block tests are over! oh well,but then j was scaring me rit after the chem test,8 more weeks to prelims! scary huh.and approx 4 months to a levels.Hmm..went out with hy,pig and ying to watch war of the worlds! i think the movie was pretty bad and my frens thought so too.Gd director,gd cast,bad plot.As in,you don't really understand how come the aliens come and die.AND.Tom criuse escapes every single crisis.yes,the laser beams shot thru the ones beside him,but not him.There were some gripping moments..but we all know no harm will come to Cruise.It's nice to catch up stuff with hy.. looooong loooong time nvr go out tgt alr! Her german shepherd gave birth to puppies! she showed us the video! we ate pasta and shared a banana pizza,so strongly recommended by jo! it was not bad=) we took neoprints! long time nvr take alr..haha! and sigh..i guess it's all my fault tt we (marl, han y,sze,plant) can't go out today.sigh.cos mon got plans to cook w jo le! sigh,and plant's not free on sat=( oh well..nvm. another time then! and i think mon's gonna be really really fun! ed shld be real touched.Watched under the tuscan sun too.The movie's really gd,nice plot and v heartwarming. And borrowed some books with pigpig! heh=)

However,as i crept under my blanket to sleep,i suddenly felt v small and kinda sad.i dunno if xx got treat me as a gd fren not..somehow i feel extra,like i'm butting into their activities although i'm always invited.And although i am happy to meet up,i dunno.i just feel insignificant.maybe i'm thinking too much.I guess i'm a person who needs a lotta assurance and security. Like what Plant says,it's nvr gd to have high expectations,cos most of the time they'll just disappoint you.it;s true ya know.And i just think tt the person whom i befriended is not the one tt i know of now.Frens take time.
oh well.so much for thoughts.Hope i'm wrong la.I trust tt God has greater plans for me and i'm just too stupid to see the big pic.Like what Purpose Driven Life says:life is transient.you're just a bypasser=) Just pray hard then=)

Had quite a long chat with marl yesterday too..miss them all! and YAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm DAMN happy! Plant can make it today alr.yea man! and so..i'm gg out! tata=) got dental too.how's neon green and black?? *grinz..i'm feeling so high!