college day

College day
 
Feel kinda snappy these days.Or maybe it's just today.Kinda got irritated during PW.And i was so darned hungry and no one's willing to let me off for lunch.No food=unhappy me.After PW,Fran was hearing her fren out.No out to pei wo eat lunch... and i don't wanna eat alone.Like some loser.But hunger took it's toll and i went to the canteen.Stupid fruit stall uncle..i everyday go and buy sth from him..ask him for change also cannot.Argh.Anyway,dropped the coins into the bloody snack machine.Pressed the wrong button.Out came air.$1.20 gone.Just like tt.Ok.Tt was my fauly.Still v hungry.Put another $1.20, pressed the right button and the instant noodles just didn't come out!! like hellooo.I've spent $2.40! And i'm still vvvv hungry. Only 10 mins left to eat.Heng ah.Saw Vivian and she's nice enough to pei wo go 7 eleven to buy sandwiches. And they're ex lor.$2.30.Feel v fan.Wolfed everything down.Went bk to class.Felt knda outta place.Cos apart from Fran, only got Hong Kin tt group.I know H.K they all are nice la..but nice doesn't equals to good frens rit? Anyway,Char talks more to Ed than me and Fran during PW.But anyway..i snapped at quite some pple in class.Really v sorry.Was in a foul mood.Ahh~ Then couldn't stand being in class,went to look for Mei Ying! then yay! Feel happy already..I went to LT1,not LT3.Haha~ We already agreed to sit tgt.Sat @ e bk of e LT playing old maid,snap and happy family.Mei Ying and I got the same brand of cards! Therie laughed damn looud..but it was vv funny la! Wesley nvr change from pri sch till now.haha!! Made lots of lame jokes. Brightened up my day=) Saw Mr Seet.Think he's v friendly to me la.After the pull up incident.Always call him King Lam. Nx time muz tell him to call me Kingslin! Anw,he said tt i could get a refund from the GO on Mon.Phew~ Went out with Marl..my dear cookie!! after College day.Miss her! Long time nvr talk already.Talked abt quite some stuff.Managed to make Marl laugh till cry.Yea.Accomplishment.Still as hairy as last time!! *grinz.Ate ban mian.Scared already.Everytime go Parkway eat ban mian.Spotted this shop selling coffee and ice cream at a cheaper price than elsewhere.Must go and try see if it's nice.. nx time,maybe.

And i was thinking..i feel guilty sometimes.Like abandoning my classmates during lectures..like i betray them..hmm.But like Mei Ying puts it.I spend half the time with them in class too.It's like..we make each other happy during lectures. I really relied on my frens to get thru a certain "dark" period in sch.When i was feeling so down and lonely and unwanted in my class.They were there for me..all the way.Last time,lectures were the only time i could escape and feel happy. And time would somehow pass faster.Now i'm generally a happy person both in class and lec.It would be vv unfair to my frens if i ditch them for my class just cos i'm pretty ok now.I hate being a two-sided person.Cos i'm not.So..yea..hope everyone will understand me a bit better..I dunno...Yesterday went home with Dawn..she was telling me our class is super segregated.Think so too.Such a big contrast compared to...dhs.I sould stop comparing.Cos VJ will be damn inferior.But i still hope i'll have happy memories of VJ after i graduate.Hope so.But yea.Till now rit..i can say tt i've made some really gd frens in class=)