i'm a HGL!

I'm a HGL!

!!! I'm such a major worrywart!!! I thought tt yesterday's interact meeting would go horrible..cos i din know the rest of the homegroup leaders and the meeting wwas only for the exco and HGLs..one thing i hate about myself is tt i'm too dependent! tt's one reason why i always whine i guess..(hey..i really don't whine consciously!) Yesterday i just learnt the "where is the love dance" the steps really easy but i'm just a born klutz at dancing..why am i so pathetic?!! okok..bk to today..did some reception thingy..dunno what to do..just hang around..the sec sch kida like damn shy.. a lotta them look like they're from pri sch..wouldn't blame them.I'd prob feel shy in some weird JC..where everyone is bigger than you.. oh..hmm..rj,nj,hc were some of the schs tt came.Wanted to kiap food at the reception counter.Though i dun really know Milly,she's super nice..let me kiap her durian cake.. damn! i'm such a corrupted HGL..haha!!then gtg to LT1..and SHIT la! forgot to put my present at my seat! so after mrs chan made her speech i had to sneak off behind somewhere to dig my present..if not no time..nx thing have to go down for the handover ceremony..was really nervous!! oh yea.Benjamin v cham..he didn't have his speech with him..so kinda stuttering.. but it was ok in the end.

He can't really talk like a chairperson..but yea..he really does a lotta work..only knew it yesterday..haha..and SO.it was the stupid dance..aiYA.All the HGLs dunno how to dance but..i was the worst!!! i thought e WHOLE LT gonna be vv dark so can just anyhow dance..BUT.I danced the worst LA! then i kept laughing..then pple i dunno sitting right in front of my face just KEPT laughing...surely it's AT ME.Who else? Coud see and hear all my frens laughing.. tell u ah..super embarassing!! i kept my head down all the way when we returned to our seats..then all my "GOOD FRENS" said i danced reeeeaaallly badly..or said tt i danced "GREAT"..wa.Like how sarcastic la.THANKS MAN.just kidding. Oh yea. I think everyone will remember e day kingslin made a fool outta herself.

Actually sometimes i'm not confident of myself..nvr been a leader before..all my life..i'm been shirking responsibilities...like in pri sch..i declined to be a prefect.never was a monitress or whatever..no post in dunman also..i dunno if i'll do a good job..but i'll try my best..like what Heen said.. can't always run away..one day i'll face a lot of responsibilities when i grow up=) Oh YEA! we were taking 197 and we saw yee jie and sheryl on 197.They're like damn loving..they got down the bus hand in hand..i dunnoo..but they look kinda cute as a couple..yee jie like v nice to her..somemore buy her ice-cream.Me and Heen laughing all the way!! Very drained and tired now..

bachelor on tv later.i dunno why the heck i watch tt show! the guy's ugly,flirty,sick.The girls are desperate, ugly and cheap.But yea.Still like to watch!! Kinda happy nowadays in sch..gonna forget all my mid yr results.Serves as a lesson for me.Can't rcy over spilt milk..so all i can do is to pull up my socks and BUCK UP! got this BRAIN in Heen's class got 92 FOR MATHS,91 FOR PHYSICS AND 75 FOR CHEM(AND STILL HAVEN'T ADD ONE MORE ESSAY QN).Can see all my vj frens' jaw dropping! shocking..and zi yang (the one last time from 4e)..dunno who told me tt his chem got 80-sth..brainy!!

oh..gotta say something else too!! This Eudora really got vvvvvvvvvv good eyesight..can see font size 2.In midst of a lotta smilies.Both of you pls pls don't tell anything k? *embarassed? thks=)