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Today was pretty much a sucky day..My form teacher asked to see me..cos of my lousy-like-shit grades(yes.I DID do tt badly!) yea.She said sth like"you know sth? I'm not surprised at all tt you did badly for Bio" Oh man.That hurt.Stared tearing in front of her.I just can't seem to get a hold of my own emotions these days..sniffled to the 2nd floor toilet.Composed myself before going bk to the classroom.Fast forward to asshole Miss Su's lesson.She asked the class sth abt Dick Shanny (whoever tt is).Then i shook my head (wrong move).She stared disbelievingly at me (like hello.What's the big deal abt not knowing?) Then pointed at me said i nvr read the papers and then...she pointed again and said "SHAME".I heard it clear.Just kept on ringing in my ears.At first i thought i heard wrongly then Yuwa confirmed it also.I teared (a bit only) again.Feel v useless.But tt's a source of outlet for me.I hate her man.To the core.Big deal.Just a teacher la.C'mon..i was already feeling so down for these few days (but i still laugh a lot.Only pple who really understand will know tt i'm still hurting..) then came the insults.Felt like stuffing a sock in her mouth.Ugh.And no.I'm NOT ok.I'm still pretty scarred by my shocking results but i'm moving on.Crawling my days away.Some pple do really say vv insensitive things.And it's bad cos i happen to be a super sensitive person.
Thank God for my dear frens.Thanks Ducky for cheering me up!!! and pigpig=) Laughed about chanky*winks*. Saw him twice today.Looks like a panda! Had interact meeting today.Think our OCIP's gonna be in the Philippines.I wanna go.Apparently it's ranked the highest for malnutrition and highest drug rate.Sth like tt.Wanna go! Hope my homegroup members will all go. But i'm not sure of anything right now.Benjamin is so damn smart la.Nvr changed from pri sch to now.He got the VJC schloarship! you need like,8 A1s or sth? whoa.Had fun la.Happy=) Can mix with all the HGLs and also the exco members.Got this gal called Hui Hui.She's very funny and nice.Same frequency as me.Known her for only..err..add tgt a few hrs but can crap like mad. Funny huh? Some pple you know for half a yr,a few yrs and in the end you feel like you've nvr known them at all.While there are others whom you can just click like you've known each other for a long time.