Packing for an adventure

Packing for a trip can be really exciting.
I'm still in the midst of preparing-reading up, booking my tickets, emailing...
And truth be told, I am a little scared.

I'm packing for 2 weeks, to a country I've not been before,
staying with a family that I do not know of,
working with staff I've not met,
interacting with children that I've not seen yet...
And i'm going alone-physically that is.
The funny thing is, there is some sort of peace that silences my fears when it crops up
I know i'm inadequate in a lot of ways, and counting them can only escalate my fears (like all the OT knowledge, oh my goodyness)
So i'm just counting on God, a roadtrip with Him:)

In many ways, it's a leap of faith. A huge leap-i'm not even sure what i'm landing myself into
It feels a lot like recklessness, but I know it's not, it's an answered prayer
It's something that has been in my heart for these past few years
And I'd want to do it before I graduate
In a way I guess I'm seeking God and what He has to say
So let me be broken once again, and with all my inadequacies, still say,
Here I am, send me!