The last lap

Ever went on a rollercoaster ride?
With major turns and unexpected bends, and the next thing you know you are either skyrocketing to outer space or plunging rock bottom at a fast, fast speed

That's how I'm feeling about my clinicals. The emotions just run wild, one moment I'm glad I got something right that launches me to touch the skies, the next plummeting back to earth at a near vertical angle. This is crazy. It has been so difficult, because I feel that i'm learning and tested on things that the school's not really taught before. Well prob they touched a little here and there, but right now I feel that i'm piecing together a 1000 piece jigsaw puzzle, trying to solve it on my own. Observing and understanding what's going on doesn't mean that you'll do things right exactly. Sigh, vv trying. This coming wk has got to be the busiest and most stressful. I wonder why God answered my prayer and sent me here. I'm reminded that it's part of His will for me in my life and that is comforting:)

I'll be ok, amidst the tears
The kids keep me going too:)