Off the beaten track!

And it's only cos of God's grace and mercy tt I've gotten so far. And suddenly the puzzle pieces all fall in place and things align and u see clear. That it was His perfect plan for me along. To think tt I worried so much and got so stressed up! And tt grey cloud was for a reason. I was thinking, Melissa went for ot and ended up doing speech, maybe it's planned tt though I love speech, I'll grow to love ot and be a gd one too=) I will ok...it's a promise. And so i know that the grey big cloud with sun rays was there for a reason=) *beam*

And i feel so free and happy...to know tt i won't have to worry about my future.Not to worry about the fees, everything.Gosh,there was so much i was worried about! I even made my parents super blur and got them to be in a whirl with me too.

I guess it really takes guts to take the road less travelled, cos i think pple have the wrong impression.But the most impt thing is doing sth tt u LOVE, not so much dragging your feet to sch and getting thru the day. But really happily mugging things tt u like.That's like ..!! Cos you would wanna study hard, put twice the amt of effort cos u know what you're learning is for life, to help and touch those around you.

I guess a lotta pple,would say tt's silly...To get relatively gd grades tt can perhaps get me to some other better paying course,only to not do it..u know like..wasted! throwing away lotta money. Cos as an ot/st/pt, u can nvr dream of earning big bucks and they'll think i'm being stupid not to put money as one of the priorities i have in life. Is it tt ridiculous? What do you get out of having a lotta money? Of cos money can buy happiness but to me, it's not so satisfying and rewarding as really making a diff in the lives of others. It's like a road, and there's a line drawn in the middle of it. Those who think tt $ makes the world go round, and those who don't. Mich was telling me how her classmates found her weird to not go for $ (eh i mean be prac la. i still need $ to live) ..and we were like saying we found pple on the other side of the road weird. I mean, i'm not in any position to judge, cos diff pple have diff interest n tt's really great! But i'm trying to justify for what i believe in! Becos it can get exasperating when pple don't understand and u just really want them to..sigh i mean if i'm really for $, i'd do finance or sth..not this.

But i'll just really be happy with my pretty measly pay (measly cos i bet i'll hav frens earning like $5k+) . And i know tt i'm gonna embark on another stage of my life, a really impt one, cos this is what i'll be doing for life! I really don't wish to stay here forever...And to make my dreams materialise! Feel at peace cos i know tt this is God's will for me, and not sth tt i've randomly chosen.

And so the journey has been long. From Kindergarten to j2, has been a long way. But today i can finally say it's been worth it=)

But of cos i'll still feel pretty sad not to join my frens in uni..and experience life @ uni.Well,some sacrifices have to be made=( Unfortunately.


Heen got it tooo!!!!!! tt's like so super cool la! ahh! so happy! But i just KNew tt she'll get it! so so happy for her. Yayx heen! So we made lotsa calls to holler and spread our joy..! And pigged out with loads of ice-cream at Swesens.And apple crumble!

*ad*Hey swensens got offer! mon to fri buy a sundae, then the 2nd one can get at $1!

and whee! tmr gg scas again..ha. muz tell mel! gonna see her more often ya?

Oh and thanks guys! for all ya well wishes n everything..love ya lots! All the best too!