Happy xmas

Happy Christmas!!! I wonder y they always say "merry"..it's the same! haha..yup doing well now.Don't worry abt the office.. it's getting better..there are some really nice people arnd,they smile nice smiles at me=) and i flash my dazzling pearlie whites at them too..hehe! oh WELL,got a teeny bit of not really pleasant ones(like 1 only) but they also nvr qifu me or what.. so whatever.Money,ya? Sent dad at the airport today...it's christmas?!! but celebrated @ Grandma's house e other day.Oh man.Din know turkeys are so huge.Took me 15 mins to eat just one wing! I prefer chicken! Chicken wing can gobble down in 1 min.Oi.Who's laughing?

And of COS muz do shopping! bought quite some stuff..but i used my own money k! can't wait for pay day nx mth=) And there's this one day on my way to work i heard the strumming of pi2pa2..an old man wearing a santa hat was playing..and he looked so happy and all..i dropped some loose change and he wished me gd health..i wished him merry xmas..oh i dunno..but it made my day! But then i nvr saw him playing after tt day again..really feels gd to do sth gd.After doing waitressing,know how hard it is for them..so when an auntie clears my plate when i'm eating out,i say thank you and smile..and they look happy too=)

I have a lotta things i STILL wanna do but work is taking a whole chunk of my time.I think i'll do volunteer work nx yr,prob sign up at CGH and SCA and resume tutoring my kids.Miss them!i really wonder if pple doing office enjoy their work tt much.. it's not fufilling at all (what it seems to me)..seems like a pretty much aimless life to me.There are those who wish for lots of money in life and tt's what they want in life..but i don't think tt's for me.(but of cos i need to survive) . And some may say i'm a dreamer,but at least i have one.Don't think most pple can understand,it's enuf to know tt there are those who share similar thoughts and dreams,really heartwarming=)

And every yr Christmas i'll get a bit irritated w pple arnd me.As in generally speaking.Christmas.What is Christmas? It's a religious festival! It is NOT a chance to get drunk,go wild,go party,get laid or whatever.For goodness SAKE,i don't think a lotta pple know the true meaning of Christmas now.To celebrate the coming of Christ.What happened to silent night, holy night? And gawsh.How some pple talk abt Christmas.Hai.Sometimes it feels so tainted.But thinking otherwise,it is perhaps the work of God too tt makes everyone hyped up abt Chrsitmas.At least everyone's happy=)

SO happy,joyful,and yes,merry christmas you guys!