Unwanted

Unwanted

Man..this is seriously NOT working for me.I'm miserable and upset.Over the usual thing.This is like the first time in my life tt i feel i totally DON'T belong.I stick out like a sore thumb in class.Aiya..my fault also.Never really made an effort to bond with them or anything.And since i'm not in any particular clique anymore, i don't get invited for stuff.I mean,DUH. But then when pple ask you,you won't wanna go also what rit? What for make yourself feel extra?

Like last time got a fren who had same sentiments said this to me: aiya.Forget it la.You're almost not even part of the class.See what i mean? Then the person said: nvm la.Who cares man? As long as we're both happy doing whatever we like. True! What for sit there and feel so dumb and extra? And pple don't even care rit? It's like you've tried la. But pple don't treat you as a fren.I really feel v dumb lor. So i'll just forget all this dumb stuff tt has happened and make myself happy! tell you ah..i totally give up already.Can't wait to graduate.And the days pass by oh so slowly.. sigh.