small pea

small pea

Sometimes i really do feel small..like no one cares.Maybe i'm too sensitive already.I've always been..all my frens say so.I think and know so too.Trust me--it's not tt gd a thing.Hmm.And the question boils down to..would you rather have a lotta frens but none of them are true or few frens and you know they'll be there? I think ah..i'm too "tan xin" already..want everyone to like me.. ahh. But who wants to be disliked? I'm too used to being a pple person.Yea..but i really won't try and make an effort to entertain pple i don't like..thinking too much again.. but can't help feeling that everyone's selfish.. and my maths teacher scared me and pigpig tt the real world out there is scarier.
And what we speak of human nature.Ugh

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Went bladding around the neighbourhood yesterday..pretty fun.Thanks to mum la..she found a great place to blade! yea...and i went changi general hospital today.They couldn't find any fungal growth on my toe so they took another sample! arghh.And now i'll have to go on medication. Basket!