conflicted

Conflicted

I'm so conflicted..keep debating stuff to myself.Sigh!!! So irritating! You know,there are just some pple i can't stand...and i feel guilty.The worst part is that i feel guilty.Cos you know they are nice and everything..but how do you explain chemistry btw pple? Can you actually have a forced frenship? Not really forced..tt sounds so awful.But..what if they remind you of some irritating ex classmate or you can't find a topic to talk abt tt u actually get interested in? I think i can click with almost everyone i know.But there's extent,degree. Argh. So messed up.It's like...sometimes you feel restricted talking to certain pple and you can't be your real self.Btw,my real self is a joker.BIG surprise=) Read a fren's blog abt liking,being a joker...same sentiments.It's abt enjoying the company, enjoying putting a smile on pple's faces.But..i dunno..when i talk to certain pple..i feel tt all my energy and vibrance is being sucked away. Thanks for lots of others,who constantly re-energize me and make my days bright! Hmm. tt's to 99.99% of ya all out there...making my days in sch,be it in lec or tut happy !