Super stressed!

I feel like a failure in everything i do.i HATE school.I think i was being dumb just now.I looked thru my class contact list.Know what? i'm gonna be last in class.I totally have no brain.I DON'T like the feeling of being dumb.Seems like i have to get used to the FACT tt i'm stupid since i'm in VJ.Jc is total hell--guess i wasn't prepared for it.Can't stand wasting my life on BOOKS and studies.Not relevent in MY life.Sometimes i wish i'd nvr left Mauritius.This is SUCH a sucky place.To be fair,in terms of studying only.I think i made the biggest mistake going to VJ.It sucks all the life out of me.'ve never felt so rotten in my entire like.It's a cold,heartless,selfish place.AND.The worst grade i ever got was C.Tt's for phy. Might as well be used to getting an F.I just cried.Can't stand this anymore.

My eyes are now a ghastly red
My overcooked brains are as good as dead
I think i've lost my mind,my head
Now where is that damn darned bed?