Pea brain

Man..i really feel like crap now..or as ratata puts it..10 tanks of shit..Just can't get anything into my pathetic PEA brain and anything tt goes in comes out from the other ear (hey scrawny).ARGH.feel like such a failure.I hate studying to e core. Like..what for we want to know all this crap.What a waste of my time.If let's say, u do get a uni edu, tt'll be wasting abt 23-3=20 (minus 3 cos u prob started studying from 3+) damn years of your life being unproductive.I'd rather learn stuff tt i'm interested in.Jc is like hell man.I wasn't prepared for this kinda shit.Wonder how pple can actually survive the system for 2 whole yrs!! I want to be free now...sigh.Gonna fail every single subject for mid yr.Scared gonna be retained. Don't wanna be like Dinesh.(it's an example.only) Oh well..exams are over on Thu! At least there's sth to look orward to. And-- i promise i'm gonna work my butt off from term3 onwards.Can't afford to,you know.