heya!

Really really sore...

I'm having a bloody sore throat! Went to the Doc's today..luckily.If it dragged on any further i think i might just pass out! Or have fever. Ugh. So please send those sweet lil msges to cheer your dear fren up.Just kidding.Apart from the physical soreness, there is a bit of bruise on the heart.

I wonder why. I'm more close to my family ( which really means my mum and dad) than my relatives. Half of them are in H.K and pls la..i don't really talk to them except for an occasional lil smile and lunch tgt (and occasional is like once every..3 yrs??!) The other half's in Taiwan and i doubt they remember my face at all.I haven't gone back there since i was a kid. Maybe will visit some day and can makan there! *slurp. Hee.Or maybe can organize a rendezvous with some frens and chow there. It's sad not to know them at all.. (it's like you know them but you don't really know them.Erm) And yea..generally everyone's closer to their frens, rit? I mean, u prob won't be dishing out secrets like you do with ya frens..

Having a reaaaallly yummy time these days..but AWW.. there's still school next yr. You know, VJ wasn't what it was claimed to be. Not tt fun actually. And Kit if ur reading i'm really envious of you!! At least your social life much more exciting than mine! haha.. which reminds me of a really gd fren i used to have.I think he's gone permanently to God knows where but anw.. he told me he didn't really like his JC and after he graduated he only kept in touch with a few.. i wonder if frens have a shelf-life.You know, like an expiry date. (which explains why some walk away and why some stay) Can you keep in touch when you're 40? It's hard to imagine but it'll be a blessing. I don't think u need to surround yourself with a lotta pple, just the v few gd ones will do. Agree? Anw, the world is really a superficial place.Wonder where the innocence had gone to since the pri sch days.Hmm. And as you grow older, you realise there are pple tt you have to entertain to "stay alive" although you find it a chore.I wish i had the guts to do what i really want to do instead of weighing all the pros and cons.

Life'll be much easier.